I should just say it, right? Only he didn't just get hurt. He shouldn't have died, he should be home with his family, with his aunt and--and Gwen. They seemed nice. I mean, Gwen was kind of--but, uh, they were at a funeral. His funeral. He'd hate me if he knew. Not that I wouldn't deserve it but if he already thinks I shouldn't be doing this should I really give him a reason? Oh, man. He deserves--he deserves to know, though.]
[is going to be silent a whole lot longer than a moment]
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I should just say it, right? Only he didn't just get hurt. He shouldn't have died, he should be home with his family, with his aunt and--and Gwen. They seemed nice. I mean, Gwen was kind of--but, uh, they were at a funeral. His funeral. He'd hate me if he knew. Not that I wouldn't deserve it but if he already thinks I shouldn't be doing this should I really give him a reason? Oh, man. He deserves--he deserves to know, though.]
[is going to be silent a whole lot longer than a moment]